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| 06:57pm 13/09/2005 |
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you know, i think i can do this college thing.
and there are so many things i want to say, and so many moments i want to capture, but i just guess i'll have to start remembering things.
and i'd say i'm done with livejournal, and i probably am, but who knows. i will surely keep an eye on the friends page, perhaps once a week or so.
and i miss you.
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| 11:55pm 01/08/2005 |
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two things about college:
1, i got my roommate today, her name is camryn kraus and she's from east amherst, new york. i don't know where that is.
and 2, i'm really going to miss people like this:
"si-mon" [11:48 P.M.]: well i gotta go. Joy, this is the last time we shall speak for what might be a long while
"si-mon" [11:48 P.M.]: so it is time for me to be sentimental
"si-mon" [11:49 P.M.]: ok?
"si-mon" [11:49 P.M.]: *also i'm wicked high
"ME MOFO" [11:50 P.M.]: haha
"ME MOFO" [11:50 P.M.]: okay!
"si-mon" [11:50 P.M.]: you...
"si-mon" [11:50 P.M.]: are...
"si-mon" [11:50 P.M.]: AWESOME!!!
"ME MOFO" [11:51 P.M.]: haha
"si-mon" [11:51 P.M.]: i have never met someone so nice, and so friendly and alive
"ME MOFO" [11:51 P.M.]: aww!
"si-mon" [11:51 P.M.]: every time we chilled i had a great time
"si-mon" [11:51 P.M.]: and i would like to officially apologize for being a whiny little bitch sometimes
"si-mon" [11:52 P.M.]: but seriously, count how many people have laughed uncontrollably at ur house and been held upside by six guys while taking a massive hit
"si-mon" [11:52 P.M.]: so u must admit, we've had some good times
"ME MOFO" [11:52 P.M.]: some hella good times
"si-mon" [11:53 P.M.]: and i know that wherever you go, u'll bring hapiness to everyone you meet and gets the awesome chance to get to know you
"si-mon" [11:53 P.M.]: the only real piece of advice i can give is this
"si-mon" [11:54 P.M.]: NEVER compromise in the things that matter most to you. Because those are the things that you will always have, no matter what gets taken away from you
"si-mon" [11:54 P.M.]: PEACE, LOVE, AND AMICI
"ME MOFO" [11:54 P.M.]: awww
"ME MOFO" [11:54 P.M.]: simon i <3 you
"ME MOFO" [11:54 P.M.]: i promise the minute i get home we'll chill and smoke a lot of really good upstate pot
"ME MOFO" [11:54 P.M.]: pinky swear
"si-mon" [11:54 P.M.]: digital pinkyswear
"si-mon" [11:55 P.M.]: i'm out. have an awesome rest of summer and an awesome move to college
"ME MOFO" [11:55 P.M.]: xo |
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| 03:47am 27/07/2005 |
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mood:  drunk... and piratey?
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today, i...
went to bed around 4 AM,
woke up just after 1 PM,
watched tv all afternoon (entourage! sex and the city! oz!) to avoid the heat,
got the mail, which included my new baby bong from amsterdam (grasscity.com; the customs label said it was an "acrylic pen and gift set"), so clearly i had to christen her,
took elaine to urban outfitters,
met jess for dinner at pearl's,
got drunk on cheap white wine,
met liz f, hannah, and friend giulia,
got more drunk on daiquiris and piña coladas,
went out to abbey's pub with elaine,
met attractive bartender,
met sketchy pothead,
met child star buzz from home alone,
spent night drinking free shots,
got hot bartender's number,
took cab home at 3:30 AM.
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| 07:32pm 23/07/2005 |
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have you ever been so thirsty that you lost yourself in trying to figure out how to drink a can of pepsi on the subway floor without the people around thinking you're a total freak show?
thirty seconds later, have you realized that this means you are a total freak show? |
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| 10:51pm 17/07/2005 |
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mood:  tired
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i just spent a beautiful day at the beach with...
kat, josh, kelsey, jon, roberto, jane, rob, james anthony, eric p, annabeth, david b, dusty, tj, mallory, cito, graham, and probably more people i'm forgetting.
i finally got to fire island! only a month and a half late (for the prom after-party). it was worth it.
BUT and this is a huge but I LOST MY D&G SUNGLASSES AND I DON'T THINK I CAN EVER BE HAPPY AGAIN WITHOUT MY BABIES ON MY FACE I WANT TO DIE.
pps, the alfred kid who came to see siren with me was LAME LAME LAME. and ugly. sucker. |
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| 11:33pm 13/07/2005 |
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mood:  happy
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i just got back from an amazing dinner with roberto and stevey, two of my favorite people ever. two appetizers, two entrees, a coke, a rum-filled drink for me, and a mousse cake (that we were tricked into eating and paying for! honest!) came to $130. i put in $10. heart.
then i dragged them to the barnes & noble around the corner and bought a confederacy of dunces by john kennedy toole, the alienist by caleb carr, and mythology: timeless tales of gods and heroes by edith hamilton. i love summer reading. |
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| 01:02am 08/07/2005 |
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oh my god, do you all remember old SNL? how fucking QUALITY it was? i'm watching an old episode with mike myers, adam sandler, david spade, rob schneider, chris farley... it's just so good.
i want to go to the mates of state, spoon, and stars (i think) concert on coney island next weekend. who's up for it? |
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| 11:16pm 05/07/2005 |
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mood:  baked music: r. kelly's in the closet
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has anyone seen the new r. kelly video, "trapped in the closet"? OH MY GOD. it's amazing. it's half an hour of pure perfect entertainment. my mouth is still hanging open.
otherwise... i'm up the country house this whole week; julie is leaving tomorrow and people are coming up friday, so some of you folk are welcome to come up in the interim.
things are hard to describe. i don't know what i'm doing with myself--this period between high school and college is scary. mostly in that i feel so aimless, and it's something i've never really experienced before, especially because this is my first summer home in 9 years. so i've been smoking a lot--at one point last week, three of us went through $100+ in pot in a 24-hour period--and spending a lot of time with friends.
ps, i love talking to (julie says: JOOOOLIE!!!) (nein) people i'll be at college with next year. but i want the goddamn facebook and alfred needs to send me my goddamn email!
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| 12:35pm 23/06/2005 |
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mood:  loved music: "he war" - cat power
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pre-prescript: i got a 12:01 birthday call. i love knowing someone was watching the clock for me.
prescript: wireless router and new ipod speakers... i feel so pampered.
begin.
can male-female relations ever be purely platonic? there has to always be some longing, even just a little, on someone's part, doesn't there? my goal for college: find someone to fill in my best friend's shoes. all i need is someone i can call up for a cuddle. just the comfort of physical contact.
today i am 18 and a high school graduate.
hold my hand, i'm scared. |
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| 05:58pm 10/06/2005 |
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mood: i hate julie kostina
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prom was... interesting. boat ride, check. food and dancing, check. getting drunk in a limo, check. getting to afterparty... nein. we spent four hours circling around and around in a 10-mile radius trying to get to fire island. and then we did, and it was 5:30 AM, so we sat on the beach and then came back to the city.
but getting ready with julie was nice, and pre-prom at jonathon's was nice, and coke in the bathroom was nice, and champagne in the limo was nice. it was AMAZING to see all my normal beautiful friends looking goooorgeous in their dresses and tuxes. the minute people start sending me pictures i will put them up here. then breakfast at jane's and then senior breakfast at school--both good--and wandering the halls. i haven't really gotten my sleep back yet so i'm exhausted.
dylan called this morning (i pressed "silence" so i could sleep) and i'm not calling back because he never returns my calls. so HA. |
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| 10:15pm 06/06/2005 |
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secretly, i always wanted to do this, but i didn't have good songs until i got itunes: ( guess 'em! please! )
aside from that... i want all you music buffs to recommend me one new, fantabulous song. just one. yes?
7 days! |
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| 11:06pm 30/05/2005 |
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mood: exhausted
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my nanny is in the hospital--we visited today. apparently my great-great grandfather fought in the spanish-american war.
this week:
tuesday: brick rehearsals, brick shopping
wednesday: dress rehearsal
thursday: carnival, first performance, elaine arrives, cast dinner
friday: shopping (hopefully for prom shoes!), 2nd performance, 3rd performance and getting hella crunk with elaine and co. OR family friend's grad dinner
saturday: driving course in yonkers at 9 am, bus home (i don't know how or where), more shopping, more hella crunkness, last performance, cast party
sunday: ahhhhhh!
monday: elaine bounces, senior tea
and then come all sorts of scary things like award ceremonies, senior BBQ, and prom! |
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| 06:51pm 17/05/2005 |
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mood:  jammin' music: "i'm a bitch for you" / "do the whirlwind"
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my stepfather just threw a fit and is now hiding out in the bathroom. (yes, he slammed the door on his way in.)
otherwise, i've started filling out college forms! skeery! choosing residence halls, meal plans, all that jazz. it's really starting to hit that we're going to college. it's a really bad/good feeling. i can't think about it for too long or i go all shaky.
prom is so soon! i have a date, a dress, a table... meaning i still need shoes, hair & makeup plans, and a limo. my potheads punked out, so i'm on the lookout for some limo-less folk. do you like me? caitlin? simon? louisa? yes? let's talk about it.
ps. i can get paid $100 an hour working at foot fetish parties. how bad of an idea is this? (and yes, i am serious... that is so much money!) also, if you have any good pictures of me, please send them. i need something nice for this app.
pps. omgz lyke cl1ck plz |
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| 06:11pm 01/05/2005 |
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mood: hungover music: silence of the lambs
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kids, here is my advice.
one -- DO NOT pregame for a pregame. it's just excessive.
two -- DO NOT have any faith in a fruity gay man... especially if it's joshua chak.
three -- DO have an absolutely fabulous best friend who will come rescue you when you're stranded on the street, drunk and sick and scared
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| 02:57pm 22/04/2005 |
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mood:  she's gone black boy crazy music: "JUNGLE FEVER" (i have it, too)
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last night i told roberto i thought our hooking up was inevitable. he's taking the weekend to figure out how he feels about that.
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| 09:14pm 19/04/2005 |
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mood: happy music: "push it" - salt-n-pepa
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hello my lovelies.
things are good. i spent the weekend college visiting (good) and trying to make important decisions (bad). i still don't know where i'm going. i really want someone to decide for me... and happen to make the perfect decision. any offers?
otherwise, the weather is lovely--i got to wear my spring break skirt today!--and today was free cone day at ben & jerry's. anne and i got some ice cream and then sat on a public balcony in her building, enjoying the breeze and the city. mmm.
tomorrow's 420 (and the birthday of two fabulous people i know). celebrate!
ps, if you aren't watching scrubs right now, you should be!
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| 06:45pm 04/04/2005 |
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mood:  shocked music: "incomplete" - bsb
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i just added this to my previous entry, but i know no one rereads entries, so i'm making a new one. (what's up, egomania.) see: edited to add, today (04/04/05) i got accepted to RISD. I GOT ACCEPTED TO RISD, omgz wtf bbq, what is this world coming to? ask for a description of my RISD required drawings, you'll laugh. anyway, so i swept, yay me.
recap: RISD IS CRAZY.
also, go here to see cute pics from my miami trip.
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| 09:23pm 03/04/2005 |
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mood: BUT I MISS MIAMI! music: "miami" - will smith
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okay, i've been hella lazy since i got home, and i just want you to know that i wouldn't even be writing this now if i didn't have a creative writing story to do. the lesser of two evils, you might say.
obviously, the important things: ( colleges )
and ( spring break pictures ) |
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| 03:12am 13/03/2005 |
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mood: pukey, ha!
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me swient odebil cuadn oestoy dsin ti
i might be a little drunk. but these are people i am ensthusatiscally, emphaticlaly, i nlove with: roberto, jenni, kyle the 06, and htose other two 06 boys who drove me home iwht kyle. really, you are all in my heart irhg now and i think amazing things of yoiu.
also joshua. i'jm sorry i turned you ont ot ocke. don't do that gay drug, ith ink it's bad.
roberto... you are my heart. i treid really hard t type tat nicely, because it is true. thank you for having a nicesmelling neck for me to ctry into.
i'm in love iwht all this. |
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| 04:21pm 07/03/2005 |
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top five... okay, top six:
--andrew running down the street ripping off his clothes & throwing his shoes down the block (is it just me, or should he be a quarterback?)
--claudine: is that lior's livejournal? did she post a picture of a shoe and write, this is what andrew threw at me last night?
--ivan looking at me, scratching his own nose, and then giving me a high five. yeah 05.
--alex deciding to reconcile with me when he found out that the afterparty was at my house (and then refusing to leave... so on the way to the diner the next morning, i asked him to leave, and he had to wait at wendy's while we ate. ha!)
--staying up until 7 AM and then waking up at 11
--me walking my potheads to the subway at 6:30 AM sunday morning in this outfit:
yay cast parties! |
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